Clearly this has been on my mind a lot lately. I tend to analyze and over analyze. But one thing I believe I could never analyze too much is, how can I be a better mom/wife/friend... How can I teach my children to be better siblings/children/friends.... How can I teach them not to let life get in the way of living.... These are things I often wonder... I have been trying to make a conscientious effort to be better at choosing my reactions... I haven't mastered it, especially when it comes to taking out my bad days on Chad...But I am doing all I know how. I often tell myself to relax, leave the beds unmade, the dishes can wait... My brain doesn't work that way. It just doesn't. So instead, I have invited my kids into my madness, and it has been a ride. I have loved watching Tate crack eggs while helping me cook, watching Preston say he doesn't know how to make a bed, while making it to perfection. Watching Sydney measure out just enough water for the rice, and watching Cole straighten up messes he didn't even make. They love the time with me, and they love that my reaction is thankful, not harsh. But there are things I want them to always know...
I will choose to LOVE YOU MORE than the messes you make.
I will choose to LOVE YOU MORE than my bad days.
I will choose to LOVE YOU MORE than saying No to the memories we can make.
I will choose to LOVE YOU MORE than doing the chores alone.
I pray I will teach you to choose to say I LOVE YOU MORE than being without you.
When you ask me to play in the water with you, I choose to LOVE YOU MORE than sitting out to watch.
I LOVE YOU MORE than the sands on the beach, the stars in the sky and counting to infinity, infinity times.
We choose our reactions... WE CHOOSE OUR REACTIONS.... No one makes us react the way we do. We teach our children to own their actions, and we must too. We choose our reactions.... I choose to LOVE YOU MORE. 💗